Phallophobia

- The Fear Of Penis...
Its not the actual penis that terrifies me. In a sense I have extreme penis envy. I love the shape, the taste (of most lol!!), the pleasure it brings me, and even the white creamy pleasure juice that I have the power to drive out of man when he passes the point of no return. I love every part of the cock... but the vulnerability that comes with that love is frightening. I feel almost powerless against the intoxication of a fully erect mass of flesh and nerves. I get weak in the knees and short of breath. My hands clam up and my jaw clenches. I must touch it, taste it, rub it. I must make it feel pleasure and satisfaction. And I have to be honest, this infatuation that I have with cock is baffling.
Why is it that I let a body part have so much control over me? When a beautiful piece of man meat is staring me in the face, I completely loose myself in lust and anticipation.
Something has to be done about this.
Maybe I'll start going to Sexaholic Anonymous meetings! lol