Fall In Line...

Ok... so i'm black. Wonderful right?!?!? I know You're probably like "Ok so do you want a medal?". No of course i'm not looking for recognition on the fact that i'm black, but I've run into alot of people who think this is a big deal. Great, I'm black, i have numerous piercings and tattoo's, some of my favorite bands include: My Chemical Romance, Against Me, Greenday, and Anarchy Club. Sex, Drugs, and Rock&Roll is my mantra to most aspects of life, and I live and breathe my music and sensuality!!
Never... I repeat NEVER have i ever been called a poser by anyone who knows more about my personal life then my full name and contact info!! I'm black... excellent deduction! Is that the only reason you have to call me a poser?!?!?
"Fall In Line" you say.
Does that mean become an ignorant, socially retarded, unintelligent, and meaningless member of society like you???
If so... I opt for the poser route. thanx!!!

My Older Men

So i was hanging out with a new friend that i recently acquired and we began talking about our relationship. "How does my age effect the way you feel about me?" No need to tell you all how old I am but lets say he's 40ish and hes 17 yrs older than I am. He looked really tense as he contemplated his answer. He looked me in the eyes and said... "Sexually, emotionally or socially?". I Thought about it. "All of the above" i reply. He takes a deep breath and says "Sexually...I think I grant you the same courtesy that I would of someone in my age group." He continued, "I think that you like feeling secure or comfort in knowing I respect you and treat you with care. I also think you like me to explore darker sides of my personality because the sex is probably better. I think you can appreciate both my caring side and my more sexually sadistic side." That was correct. He can be very depraved and everything about my being stimulates that side of him. He didn't hide that from me and i loved every second of it!!! "Emotionally I think we are both so emotionally unstable that it causes problems. Also i think that you think you have to be defensive because of the age difference but that's not true. I respect that in some area's you're my superior and in other area's I am your's." I didn't take that one very well but i knew he meant well and truth be told, he was right!! "Socially you tend to be very stand-offish. You're defensive because you want me to respect you, when I already respect you because of you're attitude and mindset. In truth, you're age has nothing to do with our relationship." I was relieved, shocked, but overall excited. This conversation just furthered my belief that any relationship can work as long as people are honest.

My Problem With SEX...

The problem that i have with the act of sex is the potential need for intimacy during or directly after. Everyone has cum and (hopefully) has had a good time, then you inevitably look into you're mates eye's and decide if you ever want to see that person again! If the answer is "no" then thats easy... you get up, wash you're ass, and continue with you're day. but if the answer is "yes" how do you propose a second passionate tryst??? Could you live with yourself if you never asked him out again??? Does he or she even *want* to see you again?? Were you good in bed?!?!?! (What am I saying... Of Course you were good in bed!!) All these questions and more come to mind so I was wondering... how do you deal with those awkward after sex moments???

Introduce Myself To You...

Tinkerbelle, Belle, Tink, Tink Tink, or just plain Dione. Just know me as the girl in the pink lipstick. Its really nice to meet you all and I hope you all get to know alittle bit about me through my blog postings!! I'm here to talk about the small things in my life that make the big moments important. I'll talk about my trans-gender friends, my support for the LGBT community, my love for music and favorite new bands, my intimate relationships, and my torrid sexuality. I'll also talk about how important strong bonds and relationships are to my being a successful person. I hope some of you like what I have to say and decide to follow!!